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video; BACKDATED to Wednesday
[Raphael, this time, looks less like the bleeding pile of shit she did last time and more like a meditative businesswoman with dry skin who hasn't slept in a while. She is seated Indian-style on the floor of what is obviously a run-down house; her normal illusions of nice drawing rooms and furnished libraries are gone. Forgotten, even. There's a tenseness around her eyes, a flickering darkness and she has the distinctive sallow-faced, corrosively-dry-skinned unhealthy look of Lucifer himself.]
I have heard talk and complaints about this latest event. People think they have been robbed of their identities, stripped of their selves.
[She looks vaguely disdainful at the concept, but so contemplative.]
The empty places within us call for something to fill them. Can you not wait a week? If you insist on squandering this.
[A blade emerges slowly from one sleeve until Raphael is holding a short sword in one hand. She brings it up to chest level and holds it gingerly between her two index fingers, so it rotates slowly in the air like a rotisserie.]
We do not know our own families. [One hand returns to rest on her knee, and the sword turns up until it's turn in mid-air like an impossible basketball, the sharpened point hovering centimeters over her outstretched finger.] I find it difficult to divine my motivations for my own actions.
But we have no ties that bind us from action or blinders to shield us from essential truths.
[The sword touches her finger and she looks to it slowly- curiously, like she's never seen it before. It presses down harder until drops of bright red blood well around the blade-tip. Raphael seems fascinated when her blood shimmers and tiny but dazzlingly white beams of light strobe from the small wound. Anyone looking at the sword can see creeping veins of rust spread slowly up the blade.]
In the absence of prejudice, clarity is easily grasped. The irrational contradictions we tolerate fall away.
We are not stripped. We are free.
I have heard talk and complaints about this latest event. People think they have been robbed of their identities, stripped of their selves.
[She looks vaguely disdainful at the concept, but so contemplative.]
The empty places within us call for something to fill them. Can you not wait a week? If you insist on squandering this.
[A blade emerges slowly from one sleeve until Raphael is holding a short sword in one hand. She brings it up to chest level and holds it gingerly between her two index fingers, so it rotates slowly in the air like a rotisserie.]
We do not know our own families. [One hand returns to rest on her knee, and the sword turns up until it's turn in mid-air like an impossible basketball, the sharpened point hovering centimeters over her outstretched finger.] I find it difficult to divine my motivations for my own actions.
But we have no ties that bind us from action or blinders to shield us from essential truths.
[The sword touches her finger and she looks to it slowly- curiously, like she's never seen it before. It presses down harder until drops of bright red blood well around the blade-tip. Raphael seems fascinated when her blood shimmers and tiny but dazzlingly white beams of light strobe from the small wound. Anyone looking at the sword can see creeping veins of rust spread slowly up the blade.]
In the absence of prejudice, clarity is easily grasped. The irrational contradictions we tolerate fall away.
We are not stripped. We are free.
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I envy your ability to imagine brothers and sisters.
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No.
[No, seriously. What.]
It is because though we all claim to be "angels", I have no reason to believe that I am anything like you. The only one who I can sense to be like me is Lucifer.
[She leaves it at that delicately. Part of her knows very strongly that being like him is nothing desirable, and she knows she wasn't always like this. She remembers.]
I have no memories of having ever had family who mattered.
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Take yourself, Gabriel. I know you are significant, but I utterly fail to see why.
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