He is my only male relative in this place, Lady Raphael. I should be dutiful and listen to him when he worries for me.

But you are correct, he is not. It is more true to say I do not think I can face such visions again, even though they may be false. I - I watched for too long when I came upon the gravestones before, and I saw the story they played out many times. I - I do not think, now that I have had time to reflect, that it was a wise idea.